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    spiritualboner:

    This theory says that there is more behind Nickelodeon’s Rugrats besides being a cute show for little kids to watch. In fact, some people are saying that the show has this whole psychological meaning behind it centering around Angelica having a psychotic break at the age of 3 after having too many traumatic accidents happen in her family at such a young age.

    All of the rugrats are a figment of Angelica’s imagination. Now that’s not so horrible by itself, but then we learn why Angelica made them up

    Chuckie died with his mother in childbirth. This is why his dad is always so worried about him in the show.

    Tommy was stillborn, making his dad have some kind of break and sit in the basement to make toys for the son he was supposed to have.

    The DeVilles had an abortion. Angelica never found out if the baby was supposed to be a boy or a girl so she decided to make it twins. Then, she gave them matching names and personas because there probably would have been only one child if there was no abortion.

    The reason behind these delusions have been blamed on Angelica’s nonexistent relationship with her mother and her manipulative one with her father. Thus, Angelica had no one to turn to when she needed help dealing with the babies’ deaths and resorted to making up the lives they should have lived.

    In All Grown Up, Angelica is a bipolar schizophrenic addicted to narcotics and heroin because they help her keep her delusions alive. At this point, we learn that Angelica’s biological mom died from a heroin overdose and Angelica’s disease because she’s a crack baby. Her real mom’s name was Cynthia, hence her doll’s name. The woman from “Rugrats” who was Angelica’s mother is really her gold-digging step-mom who Angelica idolized. 


    When “All Grown Up” was canceled, Angelica died of an overdose just like her mother.

    Dil is the only baby who isn’t fictional. However, Angelica never accepted him as being real and accidentally hit him too hard while trying to make him go away once, resulting in brain damage. This is why he’s such an odd child in “All Grown Up.”

    Suzie was actually Angelica’s friend. The theory says that she grew up to become a psychologist and joined the Nickelodeon team to invent the “Rugrats” TV show, finally explaining the origin of the theory.

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    Thank you jennifericella for The Animals - Don’t Let Me Be Misunderstood

    Don't Let Me Be Misunderstood

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    sweetaia:

Glory

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    Glory

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    Fab.com Flash Sale. Doorways Photo 12x8, 30% offFab.comIs this building in Honduras abandoned? And if so, why does it appear so inviting? The chipped walls and its streaks of paint beg for investigation. Those tarnished wood doors and barred windows only entice us further. Far from dissuading us, the building in this photographic print by Melanie Ann Matthews beckons us to solve a mystery.

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    Is this building in Honduras abandoned? And if so, why does it appear so inviting? The chipped walls and its streaks of paint beg for investigation. Those tarnished wood doors and barred windows only entice us further. Far from dissuading us, the building in this photographic print by Melanie Ann Matthews beckons us to solve a mystery.

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    imgoingtohellforthis:

This is how a sewing machine works…

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    This is how a sewing machine works…

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Lions Mane (by xrachaelx32)

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    Lions Mane (by xrachaelx32)

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    fattiesdelight:

Purple Ombre Sprinkles Cake

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    Purple Ombre Sprinkles Cake

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    watanafghanistan:

Autumn, Herat-Afghanistan.

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    Autumn, Herat-Afghanistan.

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blackberry & sloe gin sorbet
photo by monica.shaw

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    blackberry & sloe gin sorbet

    photo by monica.shaw

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  • China: Photo Captures Plight of 58 Million ‘Left Behind Children’ · Global Voices

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    black-wolves:

Milky Way and Shooting Star (by Andrew Curtis)

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    Milky Way and Shooting Star (by Andrew Curtis)

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    thedailywhat:

How About That of the Day: Jacob Anthony Saydeh was born today, the 11th day of the 11th month of 2011 at precisely 11:11 AM.
Wait, it gets better: The boy’s mother, Danielle, is an Air Force vet — and today just so happens to be Veterans Day. 
Aaaand baby Jacob weighed exactly 11 pounds, 11 ounces!
Nah, just joshing. He weighed 8 & 13. How cool would that have been, though? You know, besides the whole “being abnormally heavy for a newborn” thing.
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    thedailywhat:

    How About That of the Day: Jacob Anthony Saydeh was born today, the 11th day of the 11th month of 2011 at precisely 11:11 AM.

    Wait, it gets better: The boy’s mother, Danielle, is an Air Force vet — and today just so happens to be Veterans Day. 

    Aaaand baby Jacob weighed exactly 11 pounds, 11 ounces!

    Nah, just joshing. He weighed 8 & 13. How cool would that have been, though? You know, besides the whole “being abnormally heavy for a newborn” thing.

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    thedailywhat:

Heartbreaking Human Interest Story of the Day: Rebecca Jones, a 26-year-old mother who suffers from anorexia, weighs less than her 7-year-old daughter, Maisy.
Jones weighs just 70 pounds, while her daughter weighs 79 pounds.
A medical secretary, Jones’ daily food intake consists of soup, toast, and energy drinks. This despite the fact that Doctors have repeatedly warned her that if she didn’t add more nutrients to her diet, she would die.
Jones is 8 inches taller than her daughter, but the two of them can fit into the same clothing. “Wearing the same clothes as Maisy gives me a sense of pride,” Jones said. “It’s wrong, but it makes me feel good. I don’t think I’m thin – I always see myself as bigger.”
Her eating disorder began at age 11, after her parents divorced. She says that at one point she weighed as much as 210 pounds, and that kids at school would often tease her.
At 13, she claims, “I pretty much stopped eating.” This, unsurprisingly, caused her to lose massive amounts of weight, and her friends were complimenting her on how thin she looked.
Within two years, Jones’ weight was down to 112 pounds, and she eventually stopped getting her period.
This led her to believe she was infertile, so she was rather shocked to find out at age 19 that she was 26 weeks pregnant.
Doctors tried to get her to eat chicken and take vitamins to ensure her unborn baby was receiving enough protein. Jones had become so unaccustomed to eating though, all her attempts to eat left her feeling ill. Maisy was born healthy, but very small, weighing just 5 lb 7oz.
After Jones eventually broke up with her boyfriend, Maisy’s father, she put herself on an all liquid diet, quickly dropping down to 70 pounds.
Despite her disorder, Jones does not deny Maisy food. Quite the contrary: She encourages her to eat cake and chocolate. Jones has admitted that her own daughter is worried about her health, sometimes trying to coax her mother into sharing cake with her.
“I’m terrified I won’t see Maisy grow up,” Jones admits. “I’d love to eat – I can think of nothing nicer than going out for lunch with Maisy, but I can’t.”
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    thedailywhat:

    Heartbreaking Human Interest Story of the Day: Rebecca Jones, a 26-year-old mother who suffers from anorexia, weighs less than her 7-year-old daughter, Maisy.

    Jones weighs just 70 pounds, while her daughter weighs 79 pounds.

    A medical secretary, Jones’ daily food intake consists of soup, toast, and energy drinks. This despite the fact that Doctors have repeatedly warned her that if she didn’t add more nutrients to her diet, she would die.

    Jones is 8 inches taller than her daughter, but the two of them can fit into the same clothing. “Wearing the same clothes as Maisy gives me a sense of pride,” Jones said. “It’s wrong, but it makes me feel good. I don’t think I’m thin – I always see myself as bigger.”

    Her eating disorder began at age 11, after her parents divorced. She says that at one point she weighed as much as 210 pounds, and that kids at school would often tease her.

    At 13, she claims, “I pretty much stopped eating.” This, unsurprisingly, caused her to lose massive amounts of weight, and her friends were complimenting her on how thin she looked.

    Within two years, Jones’ weight was down to 112 pounds, and she eventually stopped getting her period.

    This led her to believe she was infertile, so she was rather shocked to find out at age 19 that she was 26 weeks pregnant.

    Doctors tried to get her to eat chicken and take vitamins to ensure her unborn baby was receiving enough protein. Jones had become so unaccustomed to eating though, all her attempts to eat left her feeling ill. Maisy was born healthy, but very small, weighing just 5 lb 7oz.

    After Jones eventually broke up with her boyfriend, Maisy’s father, she put herself on an all liquid diet, quickly dropping down to 70 pounds.

    Despite her disorder, Jones does not deny Maisy food. Quite the contrary: She encourages her to eat cake and chocolate. Jones has admitted that her own daughter is worried about her health, sometimes trying to coax her mother into sharing cake with her.

    “I’m terrified I won’t see Maisy grow up,” Jones admits. “I’d love to eat – I can think of nothing nicer than going out for lunch with Maisy, but I can’t.”

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